![]() Sunday, August 10, 2008
at 2:36 AMi always emo-ing nowadays... esp wen i'm alone idk wads wrong with me i didnt wan all these 2 happen... i'm getting tired... mor n mor tired of all these... sum times i tried 2 force out a smile in front of evryone wen it hurts so much... i didnt wan ppl 2 noe wads happening in me... in sch, i didnt tink i was listening...i couldnt concentrate much... i hate it this way...really... these few days, many beautiful past memories flashed thru my mind... i miss those days, really i didnt noe wad happen between but everything has changed... time has changed people has changed i tot it would get better in time coz i blieve in it 你还是不懂... 我以为你会了解我但这并非事实... u dun understand me... i'm sry guys...plz jux heck care abt this i jux wanna vent it all out... sry guys i juz didnt wan ur 2 read this...i juz needed 2 vent it all out... ook...anyway yest i went mavis' hse idk why but den her(not mavis nor geok) actions made me pissed off... fine...u not feeling well i shant tok abt it le... den there was this guy... a quite big sized guy n i'm sure he is mentally challenged, worse den sum 1 i knew... mav n geok shld noe hu i refering 2 anw he was like keep looking at us wen we were practising our dance den aft tt i was truly traumatised!!! he actually went in and out of the female toilets juz like he was supposed to!!! i really tio shocked man! i cant believe my eyes! its like he didnt noe whr he going liddat, i'm sure he is really MENTALLY CHALLENGED!!!!!! I AM VERY VERY SURE!!! den it was like wen we r out of function rm den we were practising outside...open area lar... den evry1 could see us... den tt crazy guy was like keep walking arould us which make us unable 2 continue den i tink mavis got pissed off by him den scolded him in front of everyone... den aft tt he like keep smiling 2 himself den used his hands like a gun liddat trying 2 shoot sb...issit geok? anw i 4got hu he tryin 2 shoot den he like mumbled 2 himself den smile again den turn around n knock knock in the air wif his fist retard lar he!! he made me really pissed! den aft tt i went bac hm at around 4.30pm my dad drove me hm... den i got hm i watched e olympic girls volleyball team... it was obvious tt their blocking n spiking skills are good! so envious lar... and den i watched NDP, wasnt that interesting anw except trying 2 look 4 vivi on tv and i did saw her...hee it wasnt easy trying 2 look 4 her wen their faced was being coloured liddat... den i ate dinner quite late...around 9pm? i didnt feel like eating anw...was thinking abt some stuff wen i was bathing... i dint noe y those past memories just went thru my mind... i tried 2 force out a smile even it hurts so much... i didnt noe wad was it that flowed down my cheeks, water or tears...i cant differentiate will we get better in time? xoxo, you know you love me |
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