Strumming Some Heartstrings


Sunday, August 10, 2008
at 2:36 AM

i always emo-ing nowadays...
esp wen i'm alone
idk wads wrong with me
i didnt wan all these 2 happen...
i'm getting tired...
mor n mor tired of all these...
sum times i tried 2 force out a smile in front of evryone wen it hurts so much...
i didnt wan ppl 2 noe wads happening in me...
in sch, i didnt tink i was listening...i couldnt concentrate much...
i hate it this way...really...
these few days, many beautiful past memories flashed thru my mind...
i miss those days, really
i didnt noe wad happen between
but everything has changed...
time has changed
people has changed
i tot it would get better in time coz i blieve in it
你还是不懂...
我以为你会了解我但这并非事实...
u dun understand me...
i'm sry guys...plz jux heck care abt this i jux wanna vent it all out...
sry guys i juz didnt wan ur 2 read this...i juz needed 2 vent it all out...


















ook...anyway yest i went mavis' hse
idk why but den her(not mavis nor geok) actions made me pissed off...
fine...u not feeling well i shant tok abt it le...
den there was this guy...
a quite big sized guy n i'm sure he is mentally challenged,
worse den sum 1 i knew...
mav n geok shld noe hu i refering 2
anw he was like keep looking at us wen we were practising our dance
den aft tt i was truly traumatised!!!
he actually went in and out of the female toilets juz like he was supposed to!!!
i really tio shocked man!
i cant believe my eyes!
its like he didnt noe whr he going liddat, i'm sure he is really MENTALLY CHALLENGED!!!!!!
I AM VERY VERY SURE!!!
den it was like wen we r out of function rm den we were practising outside...open area lar...
den evry1 could see us...
den tt crazy guy was like keep walking arould us which make us unable 2 continue
den i tink mavis got pissed off by him den scolded him in front of everyone...
den aft tt he like keep smiling 2 himself
den used his hands like a gun liddat trying 2 shoot sb...issit geok?
anw i 4got hu he tryin 2 shoot den he like mumbled 2 himself den smile again
den turn around n knock knock in the air wif his fist
retard lar he!!
he made me really pissed!
den aft tt i went bac hm at around 4.30pm
my dad drove me hm...
den i got hm i watched e olympic girls volleyball team...
it was obvious tt their blocking n spiking skills are good!
so envious lar...
and den i watched NDP, wasnt that interesting anw
except trying 2 look 4 vivi on tv
and i did saw her...hee
it wasnt easy trying 2 look 4 her wen their faced was being coloured liddat...
den i ate dinner quite late...around 9pm?
i didnt feel like eating anw...was thinking abt some stuff wen i was bathing...
i dint noe y those past memories just went thru my mind...
i tried 2 force out a smile even it hurts so much...



i didnt noe wad was it that flowed down my cheeks,
water or tears...i cant differentiate
will we get better in time?
xoxo,
you know you love me




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